Unwell

Have been ill since last Tuesday though it didn't really kick in until Thursday. It's Sunday now and still have no energy. Funny, that with illness you get some sort of clarity about things.
Too tired to argue who's more ill, the worst off, whether it's worth the effort to wonder what things would be like if you were with someone else, living somewhere else, doing other things, about things we don't have, what we are doing.
Limbs are just too heavy to be raised, the mind too full to have thoughts, the senses too dulled to act.
And maybe that's best. Stay still, let the storm pass and then re-emerge and then put one foot in front of the other, do what's to be done and don't wonder too much, there is too much to do right here.