Disorientating feeling when you feel out of sync with those around you. Floating in a different reality, not understanding or being understood. Knowing something isn't right and wondering why when it seemed all right last week or even yesterday and what's wrong with you.
And words coming out of your mouth that aren't what you want to say. Trivial words not what you're thinking or feeling, but non-entities, banal and you wonder why you can't be yourself when everybody else seems to be. Or do they?
Like a cold, misty winter's day that never clears.
